Have you ever felt so hurt or been heart broken? When you allow time to pass have you come to realize some or a major part of the hurt or sorrow you feel, was ultimately your own fault? The past few years since Sparda Read more
Have you ever felt so hurt or been heart broken? When you allow time to pass have you come to realize some or a major part of the hurt or sorrow you feel, was ultimately your own fault? The past few years since Sparda released “THE ZENSEI EP”, life has been…..well……”lifeing”. Relationships of ALL kind falling apart, unhealed childhood trauma your breaking the generational curse of, friends turn strangers. Strangers turn into danger. You get the picture. This is the story of “BLACK HEART BLEEDING”. Of a man torn in between bleeding but yet still breathing, attempting to find HIS reason to still keep fighting to breathe rather than giving into the negative energy tempting him to want to end it all.
This is by far Sparda’s most personal album. Taking immense time to dive deeply into everything that makes him…him. In HIS words “This album is more than just a body of music, this has been my therapy. I’ve wanted to leave this earth many times up until starting the process of writing this album. Losing my dad watching my mom suffer from multiple sclerosis, losing women, money and more loved ones has been a challenge. Many of you can relate to similar pain and hopefully this helps you the way it did me.”
"The inspiration behind this record was realizing I was worth more than receiving the bare minimum, or just getting a pinch of something great. Give me your full display, the FULL plate, or don't feed me at all." - SD